North, south, east bank, west bank...

i hate everything that has to do with being away from you.
when disasted strikes anywhere,
you are the first on my mind.
pity i am such a fool for this.
but i couldn't help but notice,
you let her slip back in.
and i hope she crushes you all over again.
you have taken more than i can get back,
please return it promptly.
i have other important feelings to attend to.
will we make ammends soon?
october haunts me frequently,
i could do without this, honestly, please.
i bet you didn't even think of me when you heard the news.
it could have been me.
but reassurance from a sibling told you it wasn't,
and so you forgot once again.
i'm sure i'll still be here when you remember, again,
with full armor on for your attack.

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