Why?

why do i try so hard to make you think i'm different
when you should be doing the same right now.
you're the one who's hurt me so bad
and who you try to be makes your life seem so sad.
you make it so difficult for me not to be angry
and so hard for anyone to be happy.

so many promises you didnt keep,
so many days go by and i dont see your face.
so many bruises that didn't last
so many scars that show my past.
no one could believe the damage you've caused.
remembering times of you telling me i was a mistake,
wasting your breath, yelling in my face
and when i decide to try and help you,
i back away.

how do you expect me to forgive you,
when everytime i turn around you do something else to make it worse?
the pain you've caused is hard to push away,
the anger keeps building higher every day.

because you did wrong
and when you turn around,
you see you're not so strong.
you've ruined every chance to make things right,
every chance for a realationship that came your way.
that's why everyone looks down on you.
and when you finally call to say, 'i love you'...
i never say, 'i love you, too.'

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