awoke this morning

Awoke this morning, awoke like anyother
loss of sleep, loss of my brother
need of friends, need awaken depression
arrive at school, arrive in my secession
from my peers, from this pen I write
thoughts I ponder, thoughts think at night

Awoke this morning, awoke tired than ever
loss of sleep, loss of my mother
get to school, in school I see them laugh
deny people, deny water for blood bath
look for worst, look black sweat in beauty
break cover they cant, break soul a duty

Awoke this morning, awoke dead
loss of sleep, loss of will, of life
contact lost to god, contact peers I dread
reach for support, reach nothing surfice
losing hope in all, losing faith in people
people frown me, people cowardly feeble

Awoke this morning, awoke in full tremble
scared of today, scared of who I resemble
am I my own irony, am I what I hate
what I speak against, what I create
worried of when, worried when I'll realize
is it me in ignorance, is it me I despise

Responses

2 comments so far.

1. Ellie Caporn says:

   Wow, your stuff is still brilliant!

2. ryventheshadowsoul says:

   I rather enjoy your work. Your poems are deep and are all you. Thanks for the comments. bye

   ~Jaclyn~