Prove

Where to turn
Nobodys here
No one to talk to
About my fears
Cutting shreds
Upon my heart
All is lost
And its too dark

Eyes with shadows
Prove I lack sleep
Walking alone
With my head down
Shows I have no energy
Cant walk in sunlight
Cant lift my eyes
I have my burdens
He knows why

I cant fight
I wont argue
I can hardly cry
My mind is swirling
My head is spinning
I dont want to die
But I cant do it
I cant face it
Knowing whats the truth
Against all of the lies

Everythings dark
And life seems too hard
My anger grows
In this empty heart
Hate overshadows
My love for you
This is what you get
For doing what you do

The razor in my hand
The cuts on my leg
All of it proves
All of my hate
Your name as a scar
A burden on my body
Back when there was an us
Back when you were in love

Now all my anger
Goes away with the blood
Knowing its wrong
But act like Im ok
Dad said he was proud
That I was doing good
And all I have done
Is prove I still love you

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1. Joshua Pilger says:

   ...I remember every moment of this
   You were in so much pain, I'm glad you finally resolved this issue. I was beginning to be a little to worried.

   I love you sis.