More problems…

Why everything seemed so good when I was a dreadful man?
It felt like I could get anything I desired, I even got away with delinquency
A life that I once had that I’m not proud of, for I was walking in a wrong way
And now I turned around from that path, I began to have all type of problems
Financially, spiritually, I even had to battle in my dreams, how ironic
I got to a point where, I wanted to give up on my expectation from Jesus.

Then I realized that I was in a training state, he was preparing me
He knows it wasn’t going to be evil’s last attempt to detour my devotion
So he’s making a soldier out a man that I’m, I feel like I’m ready for it
Because now, I understand why I had it all good even trough wickedness
The devil wanted me to feel at home, he made sure that the flesh had it all
Now he’s giving me needs to go around and use his way again to survive.

But was it a good life according to my God and my surroundings?
Certainly not! Therefore, I can’t go back, I must not!
It would be like taking a very nice shower to clean your self
And right after, you go ahead and take a pig mod bath
Yes! I got more problems but it’s only to make me strong
For Jesus said: “Take up your cross and follow me.”

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