why?
I kept hearing from my old offers
Which by the way, I yen no more
But I dont feel your presence still
Im so thirsty for your company
Didn't I become your child like you urged?
I turned away from my negative zeal
I wanted you to be proud of me father
Am I not willing to live according to your standard?
Or maybe I should try harder to please you
Are my sins preventing me from reaching your heart?
Please lord; tell me what else to do!
I thought you heard my prayers
I could already smell the perfume of my rose
I'm so mystified by these proceedings
Why does it hurt more when Im in your hands?
I answered your call, and you abandoned me
Isnt my life supposed to be better with you in it?
Will you really give that last chance to be her knight again?
Everything you did can only be for my wellbeing, so
May your name be blessed, because you are just
But lord; why does it have to be so hard?
This poem was written by Elinert Desilus on Nov 14, 2007.
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