Searching for Me

it’s hard to be what you should and do what your told
when there something telling you
go ahead be bold
I wish to the stars above that I could find my correct
path
and spare the hurt and disappointment found in futures
wrath
I believe what’s in store for me is a future of choice

I must be strong, live bravely on, and always keep
my voice.
I could give in and melt into the mold losing who I am
but that’s not me
how could it be
I refuse to fall for the sham.
I have to keep searching for that thing that makes me
whole
that thing that fills every inch of my soul
that thing that gives me rage
that thing that has you so engaged
that special force that was meant to be
the 1 and only me.

Responses

2 comments so far.

1. christina doty says:

   wow, this is really amazing
   so totally captures how much you want to be yourself
   an individual
   with a purpose.
   i loved it.

2. 4 SUGAR BEAR says:

   This is great... what self confidence to stand up for what you believe in- YOURSELF... You are worth it... Not enough people today, stand strong on who they truly are/or want to be, rather they live for society and its expectations. Sometimes I wonder, if I knew then, what I know now... how much more of a stronger person would I be. I have longed to discover my purpose here on earth, and have found it,
   in my Lord. I have been blessed to have walked with others in their journey's in discovering for themselves, their purpose. A book I recommend in discovering your PURPOSE, is written by Rick Warren, "PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE".
   You're doing a fine job, Lala La...~PEACE OUT