thinking

im thinking about the past
and what the future wholes

i wonder if he'll be there and if we'll break the molds

i wonder if what they say is true

" they'll never last, every couple breaks up through and through"

i think about the times that make me smile

and how thing were so easy in the early years as a child

no one lied or cheated behind your back or to your face

everyone was your best friend or at least in my case.

i think about my family
ad wonder if there proud

i think about kissing in class
then remeber im not allowed

i think about how nice she lookes and wonder how i appear
i hope i don't look to bad and make it threw the year

i think about that song i heard the other day
i wonder why i was so connected and why i felt that way

i think about your feelings and what you think of me
i actually care what you think you see..kinda

but mostly i think of space, i mean why are we here?
is life over tomorrow? or perhaps in a year?

and if so what have i dun? did i change anyones life?
mybe i did , maybe i didn't ...

so life as a 13ish girl isn't as bad as it's meant to be
SUICIDE<TEEN AGnST... just isn't the road for me

i think i'm different , for a reason non the less
i am this way for a reason i'm not like the rest.

i think i'll stay here in this earth to help as much as a can
it seems a level headed teen to help is in demand...

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1. 4 SUGAR BEAR says:

   I like this piece Lala La. Leveled headed indeed, is what it takes to lead. I like how you mentioned, hearing a song, connecting with it's message and the way it made you feel. That was cool. Good Job. ~PEACE OUT

2. Libbie says:

   cool