So this is life?

Why can't you all see
the feelings inside me
i make them pretty clear
but you choose not to hear
i try to get my point across but do you listen
not one bit
but when you open your big mouth
i listen to each load of shit
say what you want cause I'm done here
but please don't fret and please don't fear
Don't you worry or pretend you care
you only notice me when I'm not there.
im so sick of pretending
pretending everything is okay
i know theres certain people who will be there come-what-may
but i sit here surrounded by liars and pretenders
who don't ever stop no matter how many times i surrender
so here i am
the nice girl you always read about
the one who's calm
the one who's shy
and always filled with doubt
she tries not to show it
of course she does but it still gets out
but this year she's learning what this life's all about

So this is it
the drama they all crave
and here i am
trying to be brave
when everyones against you
and the battle field looks filled with strife
haha
this is when you ask yourself

hmph, so this is life?

Responses

2 comments so far.

1. the lover says:

   thank you very muchh
   words are my tools =D

2. rsimons says:

   wow... i love it. it's incredible the way you can describe feelings with the use of words. keep up the good work