In My Mind

In my mind and in my heart I am still deeply in love with you. I really don’t get how I can be so in love with you and never loose it. I try purposely to make you mad at times to see how far I can go but I never win. I guess you know me to well.

I guess it’s really true what people say to me im much too nice to the point where I have no kind of anger in me.

The truth is I’m never mad at you even if it seems like I am in my heart it’s not the same. Im really smiling at you and my heart is beating so fast at times my real expressions for you show as clear as the daytime sun.

I told some of my friends that I had lost my love for you. Yea don’t you know that talk is cheat. My mouth at times runs to fast and slow to think. Yea I’m going to admit to you that day after day night after night my heart was beating for you. Till this day it still is.

Whether you know it or not you talk to me not only verbally but through your facial expressions. Everyone else doesn’t know how you really feel about me but its ok it’s not everyone else’s business.

I guess its time for me to live a life where people are not so concerned about what I do or who I am with. I guess it’s my fought for running my mouth so much at first. Now I need to shut down the press.

As you may know I love to think of the future. My future is that I wanna be with you. I wanna take care of you. I wanna be much closer than ever to you.

I want to be with you every step of the way. Listen it’s your choice whether you want to make this work or not. Life is short and narrow it’s your choice whether you wanna chill out or head on down to the other side of the hill.

©2006 SAMUEL S WEST
Poetry In The Mind

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