Not really supposed to be a poem just venting...

I hold everything in and say yeah okay thats fne with me...
But you know what?!
It's not okay
and I am tired of trying to convince myself it is
I want you out and her in
I hate to see your face
It annoys me like a fly in your face that never leaves
You ALWAYS leave me out
I feel like I need to hit you
It takes all of my strength to not
It is frustrating to me
I feel like you are no longer a friend
But the fly in my face that won't go away
I have become abusive to myself
and given you attitude towards you as much as possible
without you thinking "oh wow she's mad at me,what did I do?"
I hate to see your jealous face.
But on the other hand I love it
because its all I've got.
I know I have her and all
but you know most about me
I would like to never leave your side
But it's hard because you annoy me
and you know why
Or you should at least
If you don't
then come on baby
just ask...
I'll tell the truth, I'm not crazy
You said you would like to bask in the sun
over the far away summer
But will it last that long?
Will you even be here?
You say oh no Im leaving
next minute you're here
the next you're not
Which is it?
Make up your mind
Its killing me
I know Im not crazy
but if you keep doing this to me then baby thats the result.

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