need

i need to laugh so bad i think i'm going to burst
crazy little thoughts are contained within my head
no one understands, not even i
where will this excitement go
when will it die

i need to cry so bad i think it hurts
the light inside my head is out
darkness reigns and thirst prevails
when will this sorrow leave
will i always grieve

there are little lights and the lights are floating
around they go in my mind
is it all a game
it's all the same
around they go
and i'm still here
and i'm still here

i need to smile so bad...i can't
i think i have a permanent frown
it seems to last and last and last
at times i feel a smile coming on
but then it's gone
and i'm still here

i need to scream so bad i can hear it
deafening and deep and shrilling
the sound sometimes is rather soft and light
but then it loudens with the rain and thunder
and it makes me hurt

there are little lights and the lights are floating
around they go in my mind
is it all a game
it's all the same
around they go
and i'm still here
and i'm still here

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