hurtangerfrustration

hurtangerfrustration (poem)

consistantly continuing to pursue the same mistake
tears no longer fall voluntarily stomach churning
pushin acid to the surface mind racin with thoughts that could put me away for life I keep tryin to walk away from the scene cannot help but to entertain the possibility of reform on your behalf breathe deep ly the ability escapes me shallow breath pain in my chest hands clenched in fists every sound rustling round the door draws my cryin eyes from the floor want you here all the more not wanting you at all contradiction is my fortay games i no longer parlay my feeling of stability and family escapes thee no words that tumble from ur lips may be construed in favor of we no longer exist that is painful no matter how you twist the knife in my back cuz u were my friend first and foremost numero uno and with that i lost myself gave up on dreams and limitless possibilites of satisfaction and love lust respect admiration try the housewifey role then u simply miss ur way home finding yourself on the other side u understood the creative tricks of ones mind plays out the scenerios before you FYI TMI WTF OMG padded cells could not contain my rage no matter how u spin its the end

(c) March 2007 Nicole Konitski

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1. Ellie Caporn says:

   Oh my god this is so so brilliant. I love it...It feels weird to love something that was inspired by pain, but it is so so good.